I missed you
As I woke up in the morning and went to my little garden, I felt your absence deeply …
I missed you
When I saw the fallen leaves and petals from my Kamini flower plants, thinking, ‘If I fall like that, would you understand?’
I missed you
When I ate fruits and nuts and remembered you drinking warm water in the morning …
I missed you
When I held my book, ‘Married to Bhutan,’ but couldn’t bring myself to read it …
I missed you
While watching the film ‘A Time Called You’ as its story revolves around the lover’s rebirth …
I missed you
As you often would say to me, ‘You’re forgetful’ and here I do not know why you’ve forgotten me! …
I missed you
In that moment, feeling a deep sadness, knowing you’ve left forever, and wondering, ‘Why can’t I get him out of my mind?’
I missed you
When I remembered our laughter and heard someone call me by the name you gave me and tears fell from my eyes …
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a terrible emptiness filled my heart, and I asked myself, ‘Why does it hurt so much?’
Then I realized,
‘I miss you so much’…
As I’m left like the remains of all the things left unsaid with you …
Roksana Tales 