Saudade/ portuguese (n.) a profound emotional state of longing or nostalgia, often for something or someone absent, with a mix of melancholy and beauty
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Have you ever experienced a deep longing or nostalgia for a place?
For me, it’s Kashmir. You probably already know this, don’t you?
Sometimes I feel a crave for you Like I need to talk to you just right now Like I need to see you just right now Like I need to hold your hand just right now
Like I need to feel your heartbeat near mine Like I need to hear you say my name softly Like I need to lose myself in your gaze Like I need to sit with you in comfortable silence Just right now …
Sometimes I feel a crave for you Like I need to share the small joys of my day Like I need to tell you all the words left unsaid Like I need your presence to make everything feel whole Like I need your warmth to melt away the cold …
Like I need to know you’re always close Like I need to believe in the magic of us Like I need you, endlessly and without reason Because with you, everything feels just right …
The art of being average in everything allows you to explore various areas of life without the pressure to excel. Being average doesn’t mean lacking ambition; it means finding joy in trying and learning. It teaches humility, patience, and the beauty of imperfection
By letting go of the need to stand out, you discover freedom in just being yourself. It’s a quiet reminder that life is about experiences, not perfection, and every step has its own value
Simply put it is liberating. It is embracing balance and simplicity of life
Your absence hums like a violin string snapped mid-note A comet that vanished before its trail could unfold The eclipse of a lighthouse on a storm-battered coast …
Time crawls, a spider weaving webs of empty hours Memories linger like fireflies trapped in a jar Each one dimming, yet refusing to fade into stars …
Your voice was rain stitching needles through thirsty leaves Now silence looms like an unfinished symphony’s grief A mosaic missing its most vivid, sacred piece…
I search for you in the scent of forgotten gardens In waves that speak like poets lost to their stanzas In winds that carry secrets of unuttered mantras …
Truth is, I miss you like the moon misses its tides A ship adrift, no constellations to confide The ache of a heart where all its echoes reside
Carry the light, even when shadows press close! Know that the spark you offer is A ripple in the vast, unseen glow … Let the weary heart find strength In the promise: His light endures … Unchallenged, unswerving A beacon no darkness can claim …
Painting flowers, specifically wildflowers brings me so much joy. The freedom to create soft, flowing shapes and play with colors feels relaxing and uplifting. It’s a beautiful way to connect with nature and let my imagination bloom. It brings delight, reminding me of the simple beauty in wild, untamed things …
I don’t write to change other’s view Yet with each word, my mind finds clarity I write not to make a difference, it’s true But to drift away, escaping the reality …
I don’t paint to transform the world But to steady the tremor within my soul Each brushstroke a whisper of stillness Each color a fragment of the peace I seek …
I don’t dance to dazzle or be seen But to let the weight of the day fall away Each step a silent prayer, each movement a release Until I am nothing but breath and fleeting grace …
I don’t smile to hide the ache inside But to remind myself of the light I can still hold Each curve of my lips a quiet rebellion Against the weight that tries to pull me below
Simply saying whether it’s through writing, painting, dancing, or smiling, I don’t do these things for others, I do them to heal and comfort my soul. These and more reflect my journey of seeking and creating my own sense of inner peace …
Even if it’s just a few words from you They fill my heart with joy A quiet happiness that stays Making me feel seen Making me feel loved …
Even if it may not reflect How you truly think of me Or anything more than passing thought Yet still, it is enough …
Even if it’s just a faint glow Like the moon’s light through distant clouds It softens the darkness within me A quiet reminder that warmth still exists …
I recently came across the poem, ‘Tell Me Tomorrow’ by Becky Hemsley, and I absolutely loved it. The poem feels similar to the musings above. It talks about unspoken feelings, hope, and the quiet longing for someone’s presence. They show how love can be patient and gentle, even when words are hard to say. The musings and the poem capture the beauty of waiting and the desire to connect …
I don’t know about you, yet I wish to know what you think about both, My musings and the poem …
Whenever even a small negative thought about someone crosses your mind, consciously and immediately shift your focus to something positive about them. Send that uplifting energy out into the universe
In doing so, you’ll nurture an inner positive transformation that benefits not only yourself but also those around you
Sometimes life feels like it has no deeper meaning, just a series of ordinary days. Yet, in those moments, the dazzling sunlight dancing through the trees reminds us that even the simplest moments can shine with dazzling beauty …
Ahh! This desire to escape from the noise and pressure of the world into a serene, untouched space where we rediscover our true self and experience a deep sense of freedom …
Intriguing, right? This idea of finding peace and clarity away from it all?
We carry these ingrained ideas of what makes a ‘good appearance.’ But isn’t it harsh, even cruel, that people are so often judged by someone else’s idea of beauty, rather than who they really are?
As Oscar Wilde once said, ‘Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.’ Yet society pressures us to fit into molds, to measure up to standards we may not even believe in ourselves. We’re expected to align with others’ notions of what makes an acceptable appearance.
Why should someone’s worth be tied to the clothes they wear, the style they choose, or how they carry themselves? And isn’t it even more unjust when these judgments overlook the depth of a person’s inner being, their kindness, resilience, and unique spirit? How often do we truly see each other for who we are, beyond the layers of judgment, appearance, and expectation?
When you choose to rise, to seek something greater You’ll sense the quiet stirring of the universe aligning Subtle forces shifting, pathways unfolding just for you …
Isn’t it wonderful how life begins to answer your call?
Ah, my heart is full of love for you – By the lakeside, the wind whispers softly White swans glide silently, a harmony …. Their grace speaks of love without words As they move, side by side, in quiet understanding Ah, my heart is full of love for you –
Returning to the mountains of Nepal There I hear a quiet prayer … The air holds stories, and The peaks remind me of something higher, A kind of majestic, and mysterious power Something beyond words As devotion follows me ever since Through its valleys and winds …
Lord Shiva before the Himalayas, a breathtaking view at the Pumdikot Shiva Statue (Pokhara, Nepal
I see myself as a simple soul. I find joy in the little things, waking up to a humble breakfast, like a cup of tea, honey, a handmade roti (tortilla), vegetables with chilli and mustard seeds, and then spending unhurried time with loved ones, talking about the weather, some chores or sewing clothes, or something as small as jotting a note on a postcard. I’m content to sit with a few old coins, letting them clink together, or to play a tune on the harmonium, untrained, yet somehow it’s music to those dear to me …
That’s who I’m, a simple person at heart. Some don’t understand why I’m drawn to the mountains and valleys, places where life flows quietly, unhurried and unadorned. The people there live differently from those in the city; they don’t complicate life or chase after recognition, wealth, or fame. They are content just as they are, in a way that’s extraordinary without needing to say so. For me, smelling a flower feels like magic, extraordinary in its simplicity. To most, it may seem ordinary, but to me and those mountain souls, it’s everything …
One day, I dream of living in the mountains, waking each morning to their towering presence all around. The sun would rise over them, its rays meeting my face, bathing me in a warm glow of golden light. I’d be shining in that bright yellow, wouldn’t I? Tell me …
Can I also live there with your name permanently? As going back to the mountains would feel like an act of devotion, a fulfillment of a promise, leaving me with a heart softened and at peace …
(NB: I wasn’t sure about the title of this post. So I felt to take the first word that it’s started. I hope it’s fine)
Autumn arrives gently, with leaves of red, yellow and gold falling around me. I want to stay in its soft beauty, holding onto the fading light a little longer …
I loved the way their steps moved together Effortless and in tune, as if they shared an unspoken rhythm … Such quiet harmony Such gentle peace Such a bond that needed no words Only the steady beat of their feet …
A person’s capacity for love and emotional depth is immense, but it may not be outwardly visible or recognized by others. But someone can hold deep feelings and a profound emotional state within themselves, even if those feelings are not acknowledged or reciprocated. There’s strength and richness of such unexpressed emotions and it only deepens quietly over time …
What do you think?
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Gunnen/ ductch (n.) to find happiness in someone else’s happiness because that’s how much you love them …
Ahh! That longing for a deep, meaningful friendship, where conversations flow effortlessly, and even silence over time raises concern. It’s a heartfelt desire for connection and the warmth of shared moments …
“I wish I could become your friend, Listening to your stories, Sharing the ones from my heart, Discussing over tea, Spending winter afternoons together … If there’s no talk for a few days, Even the family starts to question. I wish I could become your closest friend”
But is that kind of bond ever truly within reach?
Kaash!
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Interestingly I was having tea while sharing this beautiful piece by one of my favourite blogger and as a person, she’s amazing, true, and kind. I love her blog and I adore the name of her blog
Sana’s LittlePainting at ‘The Regent’s Park’, one of the Royal Parks of London
Sometimes it happens in life that despite the effort to forget someone, their impact has left a lasting imprint on our mind and certain relationships or memories change us, leaving behind a part of the person in our thoughts, emotions, or identity, even after they’re gone
Time is a beautiful feeling Like the quiet touch of a hand in yours … Love doesn’t rush; it learns the art of waiting Do we know how to cherish what grows slowly?
I’ve always wanted to paint Big Ben right in front of the famous structure itself, but I could only do so from indoors since it was too chilly outside at that time!
Sometimes, you plan for things, and other times you don’t dream of them at all, yet something occurs, beautifully or unexpectedly; this is often how life unfolds, as we aren’t the ultimate planners, but rather guided by a greater force, The One. Outside, the silhouette of Big Ben looms against the sky, a reminder that time keeps moving, regardless of our own intentions. As you keep following your passions at your own pace, what surprises do you think might come your way?
For me, everyday brings a lot of surprises and excitement to me. Well, it was another solo adventure, strolling across Westminster Bridge, taking in the view of Big Ben, the Houses of Parliament, and the London Eye. Tourists buzzed around, snapping pictures and chatting excitedly in different languages, while street performers played music that drifted through the air. I loved watching families and friends gather, pointing at landmarks and sharing stories as they walked. The highlight was jumping in front of the London Eye, its massive wheel turning slowly above me, capturing the thrill of the moment in a photo. There was something magnetic about the Thames River too, its steady flow calming me as I leaned over the bridge, feeling connected to the history and rhythm of the city
As the day drew to a close, I wandered into a riverside garden, where the vibrant flowers stood in serene contrast to the bustle of the city, offering a quiet balm to my eyes. The chilly air nipped at my skin, but a warm cup of coconut-flavored mocha melted the cold away, its rich sweetness a perfect comfort. It wasn’t just a drink; it was a remedy, calming me from the inside out. With the Thames whispering nearby, I found solace in my painting, each brushstroke a therapy of its own. The moment felt like a quiet triumph, a celebration of solitude and creativity
Time is a beautiful feeling and I hope to hold on to this season with one of my LittlePainting, here and now …
Now, tell me what you think about ‘Time’ as Now and Here ….
Another of my favorite songs to walk with is “I Want You Now” by Loving Caliber. It conveys a deep longing for someone, with gentle vocals and a smooth rhythm that evoke a sense of closeness and warmth
Progress is still progress No matter the pace The road is tough Filled with moments of doubt … But growth begins in the smallest ways, Needing time and tender care Yes, surely!
When it feels slow, remember Quitting won’t help Nah nah, never! Stay steady, sweet child Appreciate where you are For you’ve learned, and you’ve grown Believe in the power of small beginnings; Don’t fret about reaching the big things …
Collect the fragments of this world Hear the joy of distant voices carried on the breeze Drift and dive, and Be foolish in your whims But don’t you worry, beautiful soul Stand tall, content in who you are ….
Yesterday, once again, I set out on a solo adventure, walking extensively and embracing the challenge of a marathon for myself. I loved it, without a doubt
Stepping off the London Underground into the vibrant heart of Paddington, I wandered through an area where historic charm dances with modern development, lively streets, and iconic architecture. Inside the bustling Paddington Train Station, alive with its constant hum of activity, I felt the energy swirling around me; it was contagious. Now, whether my energy fuels the station or the station fuels me, that’s the question
After that, I stepped outside, clutching my Google map like a compass, ready to chart my course through the bustling streets. I set my sights on the serene beauty of the Italian Gardens and the expansive embrace of Kensington Gardens.
And so, my journey began.
The air was sharp with a biting wind, the sky heavy with clouds. Yet, I discovered a certain beauty in the way the dry leaves twirled like dancers in the swirling wind, crafting their own brittle symphony beneath my feet. I wandered for miles, from the elegance of the Italian Gardens to the heart of Kensington, eventually finding myself standing by the Round Pond. There, I felt urge to paint something, anything, and I scattered color across my blank cold-pressed watercolor paper, watching as the hues bled and merged into mesmerizing patterns. It was a sight that captivated the mind, the way the colors flowed like thoughts unfolding. As Picasso once said, ‘Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once we grow up.’ I felt that childlike joy, watching the colors breathe life into the paper. I always do feel like this
As the day slipped into dusk, swans paused in their graceful drifting, while the water, stirred by the wind, shivered with restless ripples, in this vast space, tinged with a hint of melancholy, my thoughts turned to success. I realized that success means something different to everyone. For me, it’s simply being present in this moment. Others may reach for the world, always consciously in race for this or that, I find no desire for that. Thoreau wisely noted, ‘What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us.’ My contentment springs not from possessions but from the quiet joy of simply existing now and here
I’ve been listening to this song for the past two days, and it has become my faithful walking companion. It’s a Bangla song. I adore its tune, lyrics, and gentle melody. This is one of the Bangla songs I listen to on repeat, filled with a deep affection that resonates within me. As I planned to paint by the pond, I envisioned singing this song while creating my artwork. So, I jotted down the lyrics in my little notebook and then sang the song aloud. I know my handwriting is charming, I love it ☺️ and I sing beautifully for my soul too! Do you love it?
Thank you for appreciating it!
I just wish you find the success that you want from life, and I pray for your good health, happiness, and joy as you travel in your life. Be happy always
The most beautiful feelings can’t be expressed in words; they can only be felt.
One day I went on a ‘Date with Sister’ to different places. We walked around London city a lot. Lastly we end our date at this beautiful Regent’s Park …
Our date wouldn’t have been complete without Little Painting under the open sky, surrounded by nature and water at this Park, a natural surroundings where we feel alive the most. It’s our special breathing space, where time pauses, and we dive deep into our hearts. Painting there together was a blessing beyond words …
It’s one of those feelings where, no matter how much you try to put it into words, you can never fully capture it. As Anaïs Nin once said, ‘We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect,’ but some emotions are too profound for even words to contain …
Mirror is hazy Let it be … The winds are wild But so are you …
Press on, ‘No apologies’ … Will you rise, or stay behind? Let it not matter … How bright will you burn until the end Before you’re free of all you pretend?
Someone once called me a poet, and I loved that. Being a poet feels like holding up a mirror to my thoughts, as if no other umbrella could shield me. I know I might bore others with this at times, but what can I do? I am who I am. If you love me, you must love my poetic voice, or not love me at all. If that sounds dramatic, so be it
For me, the act of creating is what truly matters. It’s the deepest part of who I am
Do you love me? Or not? Tell me
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The picture was taken in front of South Kensington Station, London on 22nd September. It was kind of a solo-explorer day. I went to visit Natural History Museum and the Kensington Gardens.
Pain changes people, like rivers slowly shaping stone … Gentle edges toughen, and hearts bear the weight … Yet within the fractures, somewhat strength emerges Becoming a self the world may never see …
How do you shatter my heart like fragile glass, while your calm presence remains unshaken? How can you stay serene amidst the fragments you’ve left behind?
How do you drown my soul like a sinking ship, while you sail smoothly on calm waters? How can you drift so peacefully, leaving me lost beneath the waves?
An evening walk, the air softly warm Bathed in the gentle glow of moonlight … Each step feels weightless, the world at ease Do you ever feel such quiet peace?
One question: Have you ever been in a situation where you can’t stop thinking about someone, even though you know there’s little chance of ever meeting them? Has that ever happened to you?
I love asking questions! And someone might respond, ‘And, I love not answering them…’
It was my birthday, 2nd September. I’m currently visiting London. On my birthday, we decided to head into the Epping forest to enjoy the scenery and take a long walk deep inside. I am drawn to these kinds of natural settings and often find myself immersed in them, savoring the tranquility and spaciousness of such an enchanting landscape.
I miss you here and everywhere ….
The Epping Forest District, rich in history and character, offers beautiful green spaces perfect for a short getaway. It’s a surprising gem near London with plenty of places to eat, drink, and enjoy local events. The area serves as a scenic link between London and Essex, delighting visitors with its many attractions. With every visit, you’ll find more than you expected.
So, why not explore it for yourself, just a short journey from the city?
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A birthday cake thrown by my littlest nephew. He calls me Amy Aunty
P.S. Is anyone from my WordPress friends living in London right now? I’ll be here till October 18th.
Who knew her heart could awaken once more, after years of quiet silence, When she believed love was a season past, a chapter closed?
Yet here it was, blooming again like spring after a long winter …
On their third meeting, wandering through a flower shop, His words bloomed around her, “What is your favorite flower? I want to buy it for you!”
Her eyes widened, a breath caught in surprise Someone cared to ask about such a small, unimportant matter like a favorite flower!
In that moment, The petals of her heart unfurled, As if touched by the morning sun’s first gentle rays … She felt The warmth of being truly seen The sweetness of being loved and The softness of being deeply cared for …
She is blooming once again having her favourite flower from her beloved after a long winter of her little life …
John Lennon once said, “Life is what happens when you’re busy making other plans.” Right at this moment, the love that you receive, the moment that you cherish, the joy that you find, – all of these may change in the blink of an eye. Instead of taking things for granted, value what you have right now and make the most of every moment …
It’s okay to feel lost or not be okay at times. You don’t owe anything to your younger self, but you do owe everything to who you are now. I do believe that true wealth comes from new experiences, not from material possessions.
The most beautiful things in life are found in nature, laughter, kindness, love, and in embracing your imperfections and freedom. If you don’t take the time to reflect and listen, you might miss the world’s subtle hints about who you truly are.
Gratitude has a way of transforming your perspective. The more grateful you are, the more beauty you notice around you, and the more generous and fulfilling life becomes.
How often do you take a moment to truly appreciate the simple, beautiful things around you?
She’s the kind who clings like ivy, Wrapping herself around that feels warm, loved and right … And She’s the one if shattered like glass Wrap herself in a blanket as dark and deep as the ocean’s depths …
No matter how often I gaze at you I’m never fully quenched … You bloom like dawn’s first light While I glimmer like a lone star in the night … I’ll beg the heavens to soften your glow For these days, your presence leaves me breathless …
Your mind, a silent forest Where shadows twist and shout … And struggles between undefined battles … I hope you find the strength, like dawn breaking through the doubt, To win the unseen war that you tell no one about …
You’re going to realize it one day that happiness was never about your job, or your degree, or being in a relationship. Happiness was never about following in the footsteps of all of those who came before you, it was never about being like the others
One day, you’re going to see it that happiness was always about the discovery, the hope, the listening to your heart and following it wherever it chose to go. Happiness was always about being kinder to yourself, it was always about embracing the person you were becoming
One day, you will understand that happiness was always about learning how to live with yourself, that happiness was never in the hands of other people. It was always about you. It was always about you
Bianca Sparacino
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Now tell me, What brings you genuine happiness? How do you nurture joy within yourself? What does it mean to feel truly at peace inside? How do you define a content and fulfilled inner self? What practices help you cultivate lasting happiness from within?
Wow, so many questions! But I really do love asking them, and even more, I enjoy hearing your responses …