To Smile or Not to Smile

Strange
I do not get this sadness often …
Sometimes it’s hard to not feeling this heavy feelings for a long time …
But I feel today this sadness is not going away soon …

How I hate to be sad …
How I hate to wait to feel light in my heart again!

With vain hope though …

Though I also wish I do not smile anymore now …

Sometimes I get a reality check on my life in the most unimaginable way …

Sometimes I think about the losses in my life so much that it makes my senses tingle with pain and sadness so much that it’s hard to believe that I have lost it all and yet I’m living in abundance around … to be blessed by so many things …

Though sometimes I feel sadness suits me so well …
It’s supposed to be sad, my heart …

And I wish I do not smile anymore …

Happiness is inside of all of us. Sometimes, you just need someone to help you find it …

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Sometimes, Sukoon is just silencing all the noise and staring at the mountains out there ….

Kashmir

36 thoughts on “To Smile or Not to Smile”

    1. That cloud is lifting …
      Today is not same as yesterday and misery or sadness depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances ….

      Thank you Wyetha, I appreciate your presence here ….

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